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Cymon a.k.a SHIWEN
17th July 1991
Cancer
Singapore
Wants Tongue Piercing
Double Lip Piercing
Learn to scream

I know that song makes you think of him.
And it tears me to know that you still might go back again.
Please hear me calling you.
I want you to know that its true,
I can't live without you.

So take my hand, may i have this last dance.
Cuz its raining outside and we don't live forever,
So take my hand.

Give me your heart girl i will keep it safe and sound.
I promise i will never let it hit the ground.
I'll keep it all patched up so you will finally see.
That me and you girl we were always meant to be.

So take my hand, may i have this last dance.
Cuz its raining outside and we don't live forever,
So take my hand.

And I know it may be hard to get through,
but baby go where you heart tells you to.
And now there's only one thing left to say,
Is that you truly make my day.
So give yourself a smile,
for doing what you've done.
I know he tore your heart into pieces.
but girl i;ll fix it up if you want.

So take my hand, may i have this last dance.
Cuz its raining outside and we don't live forever,
So take my hand.




Nov28th. A Day i'll never forget. Ever again. :(

























cause at th end of th day, i still wasn't able to answer this question. and i'll never answer it. because, we're not meant to be. :)

From this day forth, i'll let go all hopes and dreams of you. I'm gonna live life, my way. -SYN's Way.




awesumz nails ! :)






i wont say i like you anymore, even if i do, i wont say it out loud. Because, i believe, it's better for us to be what we are now.




When i see your smile, tears run down my face.



I'm afraid, really afraid. Of speaking my heart. What if things go wrong, and it's hard to even be friends ever again.




usemeasyouwill,pullmystringsjustforathrill. andiknowi'llbeokay,thoughmyskiesareturninggrey.

I’m horny, like extremely ridiculously horny

I’m horny, like extremely ridiculously horny. I haven’t had any in weeks. I really try to be faithful to my boyfriend but he’s never available when I need him. Lately I’ve been tempted to pick up someone random, but I don’t wanna ruin our relationship. I really love him, but my toys aren’t cutting it anymore. What should I do? ~ desperately seeking orgasm

Desperately seeking orgasm,

I think the problem is with the toys you are using or at least the way you are using them. You are not supposed to try and cut yourself with the toys. Don’t use any objects with sharp edges. The cutting has probably led to the nerves in your genitals to be damaged. So it’s not going to make a difference whether it’s your boyfriend or someone random.

You need to go see a doctor so he can patch you up and restore feeling to your toy-ravaged fun parts.

(Y)

Th dog food delivery guy is a fucking dog i swear. I think he fucking ate finish th dog food and have to go back and get more. From fucking 4-6 drag til 9pm and say need 30mins more? Fucking piece of shit waste my day. _l_

yes i'm pissed.

My boyfriend broke up with his ex-fiance in December

My boyfriend broke up with his ex-fiance in December and he still talks to her and they hang out every so often. I’ve asked him if he would get back together with her and he says no, but I worry about it because they still talk and hang out. He texts her to hang out and he says “i know what your answer is going to be” (meaning she won’t). Even though he told me that he was the one that broke it off? How do I ask him about it without making him feel like i think he’s not over his ex. and how can you really tell if a guy is truly over his ex, especially if they had been engaged? –Sara

Sara,

You must be the World’s most understanding girlfriend. Here is how you can find out if he is over her or not. Suggest a threesome and see what he says. If he wants to do it, then it’s time for you to pack your bags. And if he doesn’t want to do it, then you still need to pack your bags because he is gay.

So basically just pack your bags.

HAHAHA.

FYI, i was so fuckng bored, i made two new blogs ! Just incase you guys didn't know.

http://blackveiledbrides.onsugar.com
http://blackveiledbrides.tumblr.com

Cheerios !




Edit:

♥ Rara &B says:
*i dont want. ):
*i want speciallll.
*x:
*e-ngwah.tumblr.
♥FHM}Gaze - SynysterG. & Z.Vengeance, Sickest Solos ! \m/ says:
*WTF
♥ Rara &B says:
*PWN.

Pwned.




Hi peoplez. I'm awake. I realised i slept alot. God. Worst part was th puking. I distinctly remember th hot spicy taste of sambal. -__- Alright ! Awesome parties. 20th was Lionel & Kevin's be-earlieth party. * if there's such a word. HAHA * Happy birthday guys ! Th party was awesumz, drinking games, double dares, booze, jokes, smoking. Th food wasn't that bad either! Awesumz music too \m/ Met loads of new friends too ! :D next.. 21st ! Pzz's party ! Okay , th earlier plan was epic phail. Damnit. I really hate people changing plans or play stunts on me . :( supposed to go suntec to catch a movie before th actually party, but people said they dont wanna go, so it's like 3 people left? I asked Pzz and Kl for a change of plans, so in th end, KL went to suntec still to get popcorn, while pzz met me at Khatib to get our vodka. \m/ It was boring shitz man, while waiting for EVERYONE to come to my place, i took out my old PS1 * HAHAHA * and we played MEGAMAN x4 \m/ !!!!!! Omg that game pwns. Next pair to come was Pork and Zuki, then at around 12 Mr BooBooBoo! and my dearest daughter Regina came. And then th real party got started. Hahaha. For th first time, drink, drank, and fucking got drunk. As many of you know, i ended up sleeping in th fucking bathroom while puking . LOLOL. Ohwell. Awesome parties guys ! Hoping for more to come ;) CHEERS !

& once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIONEL THIO AND PHAN ZHENG ZHI !

sotellme,isitwrongtosayilikeyou?




Hi ! I fucking fell asleep in my bathroom while puking yesterday. AWESUMZ !




I spent a dollar on a lighter that has like flashing lights. Fucking cool. -being sarcastic- .























see that sexy lil thang ? IT'S MINE BITCH ! Gonna collect it tomorrow. HOHOHOHO. SEXY LAH!




I NEED TO DRINK BEFORE I GO CLUBBING. THAT'S TH ONLY WAY I KNOW TO GET HIGH. HAHA.




Really lazy to do my pics properly. BOOMZ ! It's Zirca ! ♥ Met up w heart and headed to Nuer's work place. Waited for her to get changed and off we were to do our hair ! Hell , if my hair was straight i'd really look like Sixx. Damn ! D: Did our hair, timing was a lil off schedule. x_x Reached there on time still , :D Met up w Billy and Auditioners ! Waited for a lil more people and off we were ~ *skips th queueing part * Went into Zirca, talked a lil, was wondering what to do w Red. Since he got bounced out :\ Talked a lil, then went back in to dance. Hoho, first time i kinda danced. I promise you guys next time i'll really dance ok ! D: Saw a lil conflicts here and there, busted my leg while walking out of th dance floor ): i really loved th atmosphere when they were playing you belong with me and it's my life ! omg sexy. It's like during Slipknot's concert. AWESUMZ ! Hah, shan't elaborate much about th happenings. :3 After clubbing, went to eat at mac. Fooled around quite alot. x_x We diff ways after that. :) Chatted a lil w Eric while walking to th Mrt. Haha. Reached home and dropped dead on my lovely bed ♥




















Wide awake, my mistake, so predictable
You were fake, I was great, nothing personal
I'm walking, who's laughing now?
(Who's laughing, who's laughing now?)

I'm wasted, wasting time
You talk for hours but you're wasting lines
A pretty face but the chase ain't worth the prize

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
I'm gonna break your little heart in two

A party queen, cause a scene, so ridiculous
Little dress, maybe less, so conspicuous
You're falling, who's crashing now?
(Who's crashing, who's crashing now?)

I'm wasted, wasting time
I'm moving on but you're left behind
A pretty face but the chase ain't worth the prize

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do

I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door
Sew yourself shut and now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two

Don't be so sentimental, no
This is love is accidental, so
Give it up, this was never meant to be
More than a memory for you

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
(When I break your little heart in two)

I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door
Sew yourself shut, now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two




Hi. Currently Kl & Pzz are at my place. Baaaaaah ! We're so bored ! I'll update this later. Afew things have happened in a day itself. Saddening yeah. :\

Edit:
Okay, i'm home. Hi ! Supposed to cut my hair, but yeah. Change of plans. Going Zirca tomorrow ! Hope i actually do dance this time. x.x And enjoy myself. :3 So it's like, Sat Kl, pork, zuki, pzz tonned at my place. For once in a long time i felt SEH. Fucking marlboro. Enjoyed myself though :) i guess that's th point. Other than trying to get drunk too. Ugh! Half bottle downed quite quickly. :( gotta get more. D: Woke up at around 1+ or later. Dont really remember. Went out, sis asked if we wanna kup for pizza, so yeah. FOUR PIZZAS ! ♥ Hohoho. Fucking full man. Still got 1 unagi and ramen. :D fooood ! Left home at around 7+ or so, cause Pzz was rushing home. Walked around admiralty w KL nuer, debating if we should cut hair and how we should cut them x.x Discussed about what to wear w Joresar on th phone, lmao. I gotta train up man, i think i'll look better in my v necks if i actually have a bigger chest D: Went back to th salon to realise that there's a fucking long queue, so i sent KL to woodlands Inter and went home. That's all for now! Oh, STEAMBOAT W TH CLIQUE'S TH SEX MAN ! ♥ You guys!

Things changed, idk what i did, and idk what's your reason for changing. I dont know if things would change back to like what it was back then. If it does, forget it . I'm sick of having friends that come and go. There's loads of things i wanna tell you, but i cant. Cause, if i do, things wont be th same. And it seems, it wont be th same alr. Well, for me to know, for you to find out. If, you ever do.




KAWAII NEHHHHHHZXC !






And you said it would be funny
To keep me hanging in suspense,
Then I'd run over to your house
And I'd scale the chain link fence
That, borders your back yard
And that I'd climb through your window
And I'd whisper that I love you
As you fall out of your clothes

And we'd lay there in the darkness
Like the dream of you I had
Where we captured all the fireflies
And we knew what time we had
Could be counted on our finger tips
That almost made you cry
You let me hold you tightly
As we said all our goodbyes

May I say I loved you more?
May I say I loved you more?

And it must have been an hour
That I clutched you in my arms
And I must have said the the right things
Because you instantly felt warm
And you heard my heart stop beating
And you wanted not to cry
As your sympathetic whispers
They told a tale of bad goodbyes

And you swore you say me laughing
And I swore I saw you smile
And this time we spent together
Has got to last us quite awhile
As I take this piece of you with me
I'll carry it to my grave
Knowing that for someone
You're an angel sent to save

May I say I loved you more?
May I say I loved you more?
(Keep breathing my angel,
If you go down I go down with you
Keep breathing, just keep breathing)

Lets drink to the memories that we shared
Down one to all the hopes and cares
Here's to for being unaware, that you're gone
Because before too long you'll be a memory

Lets drink to the memories that we shared
(Before too long you'll be a memory)
Down one to all the hopes and cares
(Because before too long you'll be a memory)
Here's to for being unaware
(I said before too long you'll be a memory)
That you're gone
I said before too long you'll be a memory




In everything i do, i make th wrong choices . i keep wanting something i can never have. Sometimes , its safer to just be friends, then taking th next step. What if, something goes wrong, and there goes your friendship? Ugh. Being single for so long sucks. :( Thanks heart for today ! Appreciate it loads. I decided to go out lesser nowadays. I really am spending too much. I've no pics, imma upload some after i cut my hair. Yes, i'm cutting my hair.]


Edit:
Oh right, one more thing. If you're being my friend only to contact me when you NEED something or WANT something from me, fuck off. I dont need you . And you dont deserve th honorable position called my FRIEND. Thank you for your co-operation. :)




YOU ARE FAILZ.


sorry im too bored. :\ idk what to post .




Sex. I want makeup and manicure . HAHAHA






































































When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok, it's ok, it's ok-a-e-a-e-ayyy.

and Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my-ay-ay, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay, woah stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

At th end of th day, it all came down to this. Thanks for th five lovely months, even though we have never met, its truly an honour to call you mine. Thanks for th love. I'll always be there, like a guardian angel. ♥




alrighty, i haven't blogged for awhile. and honestly idk what to blog about either. okay so i've been to sentosa twice in two weeks. i finally got an even tan . hoho :D and my butt and thighs will ache. fucking hell. shouldn't run so much . damn ~

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