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Cymon a.k.a SHIWEN
17th July 1991
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Hi, I'm Marc. says:
*okay
*by a chinese restaurant
*wtf cool name
♥FHM}Gaze - Oh, Maria Maria ~ LP FIRST TRY PASS ;shy says:
*yeah
*LOL
*next time
*we make
*an indian restaurant
*(Y)
Hi, I'm Marc. says:
*An Indian restaurant
*yeah
*LOL
♥FHM}Gaze - Oh, Maria Maria ~ LP FIRST TRY PASS ;shy says:
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Tuesday, August 25th 2009.

this day forth i sever all my ties w Fion. You said it yourself, you only message me when you need me, and you wont when you dont. You dont deserve a friend and a listening ear like me.




oh gosh, i'm turning old. I'm beginning to listen to Santana, Aerosmith, Guns n Roses, Motley Crue and what not. Ah !

& She's got th Curse of Curves .




From time to time, troubles keep coming more often than ever. How much more can i take ? Everyday i fake a smile, so that others will not worry for me. But deep down, i know, my handful of close and loved friends know there's something wrong w me. W th recent quarrels, honestly idk how much i can take anymore. From Estella to Pei xun, what else is life gonna throw at me ? From Love to friends, to life itself. If life has a " I QUIT " button, i would've pressed it long ago. I dont know what's keeping me going on, friends? My loving mom who's passed on? I dont want to live a meaningless life, i guess, that's my only purpose for going on. From th day i was born right up til now, i've yet to do something that's meaningful. That's what i think. "So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? " Quote from Seize the Day by Avenged Sevenfold. For those that have never heard of it, go listen to it. It's a nice song. No Screamo, dont worry. :) So yeah, what if i never hold you, or kiss your lips again ? This part is for those whom I loved, and maybe still love. So what'll happen if i'll never hold you or kiss your lips again ? As much as i want to, i know it's impossible. These three girls whom i loved, could never be mine. Yet i keep going on hoping. Hope, dreams and just Hope and dreams. They will NEVER come true. This is from personal experience, those who have their hopes and dreams fulfiled, kudos to you. These few days, i keep listening to songs like Seize the Day, Harder than You know, Ashley, Miserable at Best. I know it isn't helping me one bit , but they really, REALLY describe how i feel. " Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive. I've got purpose once again. " Quote from Ashley, by Escape the Fate. So, i'm wondering if this "Ashley" will appear, perhaps she's appeared before, but i overlooked her? I dont know. " take everything away from me silent angel... " Starting line of This Conversation is Over. Alesana is teh sex. If there was this silent angel, i really hope it'll take everything away from me. Afterall , i've had nothing much to begin w. I've spent 18 years of my life playing, and i'm really sick of playing. What more can i do ? Who will be th one who's willing to guide me. I wonder. I've never hated my dad for not being there as a family man, nor did i hate him for remarrying . He's a man through and through, and men need love. That's th most important thing that i feel i lack. As much as i want someone to guide me now, a family member, i wouldn't ask for my dad. If i could have a wish, i would wish for my mom to still be alive and guide me. Nothing is ever too late, but i've strayed far from th right path alr in my opinion. " This is the year where hope fails you. The test subjects run the experiment , And the bastards you know is the hero you hate. But cohesion is possible if we try. There's no reason, There's no lesson, No time like the present. Tell me right now, what have you got to lose?What have you got to lose, except your soul? Who's with us? " Slipknot's speech in th starting part of Pulse of the Maggots. Selling your soul, is it worth it? In th end, when we die, we lose all earthly things. I've always said i'd sell my soul for true love, but true love could never be bought, not by money, not by my soul. This option has been knocking on my head for quite a while. Moving to Melbourne. If i do, i'd have a new life, new friends, new challenges, new obstacles. And i'd be able to continue studying. But is that what i really what ? No. I truly treasure my friends, and i'm not willing to leave them behind. It maybe true that as we grow old, we'd lose lots of good friends. Whether to work, or just stop contacting. It's sad, but i guess it's th truth. From th first time i came to Singapore, I've had close brothers backstabbing me, forgetting about me, making a fool out of me . From th time i was in St Gab primary til St Gab secondary, i've never forgotten to invite those whom i've knew since primary school til now whenever i've a party going . Yet i receive word that somethings happenening and i wasn't notified. So much for being brothers? I guess, some people really get to know you only to use you. And when they're done w you, they just throw you aside. Thank you Kat dasao for those words you tagged, really appreciate it. :) I've told myself, certain people, but i keep thinking about them and i cant help myself. Can someone hit me w a car, so i'll forget everything? Amnesia seems like th start of a new life for certain people. Hmm, i guess i'm done for tonight. Feeling better alr i guess. Supposed to meet Poh tomorrow, i dont even know if i can wake up.
Lets finish w a song lyrics aight ? I chose this song for it's title, nothing else. Honestly. :)
Metro Station - Goodnight and Goodbye.

"And you can start by saying sorry,
That would be the best,
would be the first thing to get off your chest.

cuz I know you found someone new
and the saddest part is
he doesn't mean a thing to you.
you'll give him a test,
and leave him like all the rest.
(yeah) nothing but a test,
cuz you know that I'm the best.

baby baby,
goodnight and goodbye to you.
you will talk to me
but I sure won't talk to you.
baby baby,
goodnight and goodbye to you
you will come to see
maybe I was the one for you.

What do you say?
Lets end this song today.
She might be new,
but she is overwhelming compared to you.
But I wish you the best,
I'll bet you regret losing me
after all this stress.
I moved on and so did you
your misery won't bring me down too.

baby baby,
goodnight and goodbye to you.
you will talk to me
but I sure won't talk to you.
baby baby,
goodnight and goodbye to you
you will come to see
maybe I was the one for you.

Baby, baby...
(welcome back to this place stay out of town and out of state, I don't ever want to see your face)
Baby baby...
(welcome back to this place stay out of town and out of state, I don't ever want to see your face)
baby, baby
(welcome back to this place stay out of town and out of state, I don't ever want to see your face)
baby baby
(welcome back to this place stay out of town and out of state, I don't ever want to see your face)
good night and goodbye to you

baby baby,
goodnight and goodbye to you.
you will talk to me
but I sure won't talk to you.
baby baby,
goodnight and goodbye to you
you will come to see
maybe I was the one for you. "
As much as i want to see you, i know that i shouldn't. and i cant. because at th end of th day, i'll hurt both of us.




yeah bitch i'm toxic \m/ . LOL




i guess, there are people who only look for friends when they need them or when their boy/girlfs aren't there. or when there's secrets they cant tell their boy/girlfs.

#1 - Miss Fion .
Yeah Fion , this post is just for you. cause i'm fucking sick of being th fucking nice guy who's always there to talk to. Since you chose not to contact me after you had a boyf , why did you contact me again ? Just cause you were studying, he's not there, or maybe you were hungry ? Or you dont have anyone to talk to ? Yeah, th truth is that there was SOMETHING WRONG in your relationship and you couldn't talk to anyone but ME . SINCE you chose this path, to neglect someone who's always been there for you, for someone who just appeared and you two got together, so be it. Find someone else to talk to, cause i dont intend to help anymore . You pm-ed me in Audi cause there was no one to pei you, so i went to find you and there was no slot. After that did you even talk to me ? Nah, your other "friends" were more impt . So you've just wasted my time trying to go f1 and pei you. Thanks !

#2 - Boo Pei Xun .
Yes my dearest darling , i'm also FUCKING SICK OF YOUR -.- in EVERY FUCKING SENTENCE. You just now say i kan you ? Fuck you. Look at th fucking way you talked to me just now. Every fucking sentence has a -.- in it . How'd you like it if i talk to you like this. Hi -.- Bye -.- Go stun -.- Want go eat? -.- SUCKS RIGHT ? SO YOU SCOLD ME CAUSE I "KAN" YOU ? FUCK YOU. I asked for your help to start game , you dw. Then you say i play ballroom w Amy, just th two of us, i also song ? I SONG YOU WANT HOW ? You dw help me, that's enough. But extra comments ? No thanks. I dont fucking need it . 17th Aug, My wedding date. I asked YOU, Pork, Nehneh to come. But no, you guys chose to play dota even though th wedding was just around 30mins away ? You should very well know, we tried many times to end a game within 30mins. But most of th time we fail, you know that fucking fact well. Yet you guys chose to play. Well, at least Nehneh and Pork had th Sincerity to APOLOGIZE to me . Did you ? Just cause you think you're my close friend you can be like that ? Fuck you. _l_


OH HEY I FORGOT. I FUCKING HATE TO BE SOMEONE'S MOTHER FUCKING PUNCHING BAG. IF YOU INTEND TO BE MY FRIEND SO YOU CAN THROW YOUR MOTHER FUCKING SHITS AND ATTITUDE AT ME, JOLLY WELL FUCK OFF.




Me is going to bed nao. Interview tomorrow. G_G

another lyrics today , idk what to write . ;x

I could've found a better way
You know I never should have stayed
I could've said the things I believed were wrong [You know you're wrong]
Now you're saying that it's late
It doesn't matter what I say
You know you're just another one of my mistakes

You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
That has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love

So now I'm feeling like a slave
I'm locked away inside this grave
And now I'm hoping for a way I can be saved [I can be saved]
You know that there will come a day
When I'm just gonna have to change, you're just another one of my mistakes

You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
That has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love
Fall in love

You know I found a small paper
You lied about, You lied about [2x]

You lie to me, lie to me

You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
That has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Difficult, so very typical
You are the kinda girl, that makes me fall in love, fall in love




We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore.
The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places.
The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too.
For when he died, he took a part of you.

No time for farewells, no chances for goodbyes.
No explanations, No fucking reasons why.
I watched it eat you up, pieces fallen on the floor.

We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore.
If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way.
I would climb my way to heaven, and bring him back home again.
Don't give up hope my friend, this is not the end.

We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore.
The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places.
The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too.
For when he died, he took a part of you.

Death is only a chapter, so lets rip out the pages of yesterday.
Death is only a horizon. And I am ready for my sun to set.

If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way.
We would climb our way to heaven, and bring him home again. [X3]

We would do anything to bring him back to you.
We would do anything to end what your going through.
If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way.
I would climb my way to heaven, and bring him back home again.

I would do anything to bring him back to you.
Because if you got him back, I would get back the friend that I once knew.




Thank you Marcus for this E-Pic Pic. LOL. BABY I CANT SLEEP AFTER I WOKE UP ! :(






Moral of th Day : Pzz is a noob photographer.
















Okay ! Woke up at 10:30 . fucking slept on th couch AGAIN. and my phone's alarm rang and it vibrated at my butt, causing me to wake up. LOL. went back to bed room, fell back to sleep til 4pm =.= prepared, went to dhoby to meet Px, Kl and Pzz for GI Joe. Damn shit good movie. Awesome ! k lazy alr =.=




✖     ZhiWei says:
*last time u in ur mother stomach i already playing
♥FHM}Gaze - HI! I'm Emobob Slashwristpants. I jizzed right in my pants. says:
*OH REALLY ?
*LOL
*CB YOU BORN LATER THAN ME
*ASSHOLE
*_l-
*_l_ *
      ✖     ZhiWei says:
*LOL..
Hi, I'm Marc. says:
*LOL
♥FHM}Gaze - HI! I'm Emobob Slashwristpants. I jizzed right in my pants. says:
*YOUR MOTHER WOMB GOT COM AH
*LOL
      ✖     ZhiWei says:
*got
♥FHM}Gaze - HI! I'm Emobob Slashwristpants. I jizzed right in my pants. says:
*wah
*aizai
*robot sia
*GOT THING TO BLOG ALR A_Av




Dearest love I hope
This message finds you well
As these endless thoughts
Drip from my soul

Every single word
Secretly
Paints a fairytale of when we
Will melt into ONE

EYES (I AM SO SCARED)
FORFEIT SIGHT TO THE PAIN
(SO SCARED)
COLD SCALPEL'S
STEEL WHISPERS
TEAR AT MY
VERY CORE
AS I CLING TO MY MEMORIES OF YOU
(I need you with me)

Were the last words
That I wrote for you
ENOUGH TO TELL YOU
THAT IN MY DEATH
The light that shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding (blinding)
VISION OF YOUR ETERNAL SMILE

It's me again
IS IT ME OR AM I WRONG
To be concerned
Will the beauty of your pen
EVER CROSS MY EYES AGAIN
Was this all a lie
WHY

Were the last words
That I wrote for you
ENOUGH TO TELL YOU
THAT IN MY DEATH
The light that shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding (blinding)
VISION OF YOUR ETERNAL SMILE

[Two Parts At Once]
I don't know what happened
Who would have thought my life would end up like this
I never even got the chance to see her face
Or to touch her hair
And now it's too late
I didn't mean to hurt her
Not hurt her like this
{I can't feel my legs (2x))
And I can't even cry
How could someone die like this
Who would have though my life would end up like this
(Make it stop
Make this pounding in my head stop
Fill my lungs with air
Give me one more day to make her dreams come true
She understands right
That I'm not coming back
SHE UNDERSTANDS RIGHT
THAT I'M NOT COMING BACK
Make it stop, MAKE THE POUNDING STOP
(I'M NOT COMING BACK (2x))
I'm not coming back}
[End Two Parts At Once]

If my words even reach you
(EVEN REACH YOU)
I'll assume you don't care
NEVER KNEW THAT SILENCE
COULD CUT SO DEEP
OR THAT YOU COULD TWIST
THE BLADE
NOW I CURSE ALL
OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL LIES
I LOVE YOU AND
GOODBYE

Were the last words
That I wrote for you
ENOUGH TO TELL YOU
THAT IN MY DEATH
The light that shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding (blinding)
Vision of your eternal smile

COLD SCALPEL'S
STEEL WHISPERS
TEAR AT MY
VERY CORE
AS I CLING TO MY MEMORIES OF YOU
(I need you with me)




Never Again.
I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
You'll realize what you did to me.

[Chorus]
And if my lungs still let me breathe,
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took out.

No, I won't let it go.
Douse myself in gasoline
So Don't save me when you come into the fire.
I'd rather die than have to see your smile.

And if my lungs still let me breathe,
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away.

You made me swear
You made me swear
I, I can't sleep.
Realize all these things that you took from me.
Smash my heart (you made me swear)
Into dust (you made me swear)
Suffocate my mind (you made me swear)
Tear at me from inside (you made me swear)
Smash apart what you created.
How can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?
It was It was yours, yours to begin with.

All, I can think of, is my love for you
And all the fun times we shared together
As I end what I created
( ------------------------- )

And if my lungs still let me breathe,
Will you be there for me?
If i can make myself believe,
I'll give you back what you took away




Sunlight warms my face only in dreams of you
I know you'll wait for me... it's been too long
Beautiful eyes. beautiful lies to dull the pain
Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies... you're killing me
I would wait for years just to feel you again
I will die without you... would you my love?
Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies pour from your mouth as
You scream his name... you're killing me

Cries escape your sweet voice as I kiss you one last time
... One last time...
Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake up and realize your mistake

Ice runs through my veins as I stand face to face with
The one who stole it all
Compassion is not an option

Cries escape your sweet voice as I kiss you one last time
... One last time...
Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake up
Realize your mistake!

In love we're one, inseparable, pathetic lust, thus we crumble
I saw your eyes, I wiped your tears, I waited for you...

Who do you see with your eyes shut tight?
Regret will be your bride
Goodbye...

Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake and realize your mistake
Cries escape your sweet voice as I paint my own goodbye

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