Wednesday, July 01, 2009
oh all th weathers to come. a rainy day just made my day worse. THANK YOU GOD.
as though th day isn't gloomy enough for me, now it's raining.
since you said that my fairytale was just spun up to DECEIVE you. so be it then. i can truly say that, i loved you. but your attitude, th way you acted infront of me, my friends. th way you treated things. everything you did was just too much.
Jeslyn 爱 Cymon. will death be th only way that i'll ever get appreciated by guys ? says:
*everything is my fault : ) take care ya ? im really sorry for everything.
now this ? bling bling penknife tempting ? fuck it. SUCK IT UP. LOOK AT YOURSELF. HOW CAN I NOT HATE YOUR ATTITUDE?
i've always put my friends before my girlfs. cause no matter what, bros before hoes. even if relationships fall apart, brothers will stay strong. you want th truth ? i'll give you th truth right now.
yes, i loved you. from th start. you weren't like that at first. so why change? i told you before i didn't like paranoid girls. you promised ( if i remember correctly ) not to be one. so why'd you be one ? dont you use your brains to think before you talk? you've hurt my feelings countless times talking before thinking. i told you before, i dont like sticky girls. yet you came out w some reasons for you to be sticky to me. katkat saw my face on th day you came to darryl's place. i told you not to come, but since jorie invited you, i didn't say anything. cant i have my own personal space? it's like you're suffocating me. i can barely breathe without having you around me. that's why i turned out so cold. i told you before. yet you continue doing what you are doing. how many times have i told you that i'd call you, and 5-10 mins later you'll start spamming me w calls? you know how fucking irritating it is ? i can barely watch tv for 5 mins in peace fyi. why do you think i dont want you to come over every week? i need my space. i need my time w my friends. idk which part of that you dont understand. i've so much more to say, but i'm not th type of guy who spills everything out. i just cant. i wont. and i never will.
if i was given a choice, of whether to break a heart, or show pity. i'd rather be a heartbreaker than a lover out of pity.
End of my song lyrics... @ 11:24 PM
