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The Singer of The Song...
Cymon a.k.a SHIWEN
17th July 1991
Cancer
Singapore
Wants
Tongue Piercing
Double Lip Piercing
Learn to scream
Saturday, July 25, 2009
out of th 2 people i told my problems, another one read my blog, only two tried to comfort me, while th other took me as a joke.
End of my song lyrics... @ 10:59 PM
1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you I love bein' around you You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do Three words for you I love you There's only one way to say Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
Give me more lovin' from the very start Piece me back together when I fall apart Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you I love bein' around you You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do Three words for you I love you There's only one way to say Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you I love you
You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do Three words for you I love you There's only one way to say Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you I love you
1, 2, 3, 4 I love you I love you
End of my song lyrics... @ 11:13 AM
i truly realised why i am who i am right now. All these years i kept pretending i am strong , but i realised, i am not. As i sit here typing this, i am actually crying behind this computer screen. I was taking my usual nap, cause i've been sick for around 3 days ? and i had this dream. which, i dreamt, of my beloved mother. i dreamt of her TWICE. and i cried like fuck. i hate being in th state i am in now. Mommy, i miss you.
End of my song lyrics... @ 5:38 AM
i never knew even now , there are people who want to look "cool" and act big. A.k.a Step Yi Ge. HEY FAT FUCK ! THIS POST IS FOR YOU FUCKER _l_ SO YOU THINK YOU FAT YOU BIG FUCK LAH . ROAD SO BIG MUST PURPOSELY BANG MY SHOULDER AH. TRYING TO MAKE YOUR NAME KNOWS BY BANGING AN UNKNOWN PERSON ISN'T TH WAY TO GO. TRY GETTING TH ATTENTION OF THOSE WELL KNOWN GANGSTERS K ? HAVE FUN w THAT DOUCHE _l_ :)
End of my song lyrics... @ 3:52 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure
(Chorus) I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together And I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever, forever and ever
(chorus) I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing I don't wanna miss one smile I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you Right here with you, just like this I just wanna hold you close Feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment For all the rest of time
(Chorus) Don't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do 'Cause I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing Don't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah I don't wanna miss a thing I don't wanna miss a thing
End of my song lyrics... @ 12:00 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
i'm coughing like fuck and i feel like i'm dying. i shouldn't have done those things at Jc's . -.-'' oh yeah, i realised i didn't show my crack at th BBQ. HAHA.
End of my song lyrics... @ 10:27 AM
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes And the flashback starts I'm standing there On a balcony in summer air
See the lights See the party, the ball gowns I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase Begging you please don't go, and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me I was begging you please don't go and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel This love is difficult, but it's real Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story baby just say yes Oh oh
I got tired of waiting Wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you is fading When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you but you never come Is this in my head? I don't know what to think He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said, marry me Juliet You'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh 'Cause we were both young when I first saw you
End of my song lyrics... @ 11:58 AM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
babble babble bitch bitch, rebel rebel party party, sex sex sex and dont forget th violence .
End of my song lyrics... @ 9:18 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
MOAR EPIC PICS ! <3
End of my song lyrics... @ 11:58 PM
18th Birthday - 17thJuly09 . PS: i fucking hate blogger. idk how to do my pics nicely _l_
End of my song lyrics... @ 9:53 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
This post is Especially for my dearest AFAJ <3
thank you baby for trying to send me synced birthday wishes, even though you dced, it's th thought that counts. i really hoped that you could've come later to celebrate w me, but it's your decision and i respect it. i'll still be waiting no matter what. thank you for th joy you've brought me. and though i may be emo at times, think nothing of it. remember what i told you before. and lastly , i love you no matter what.
End of my song lyrics... @ 10:02 AM
kay idw to sound biased. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHES. appreciate it, thanks for telling me that i'm not alone. :)
End of my song lyrics... @ 10:01 AM
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! TO ME ! Okay, it's SEVENTEEN JULY. and yes happy birthday to me. i'm 18 years old. OLD ALR. ZOMG. And yes, another Loner outing. ON MY BIRTHDAY _l_ yes, i'm eighteen, i'll try my best to act more maturely. do things on my own, independence, blah blah blah. fuck lah . idk what to write. LOL. truth be told, i'm happy yet sad la. fucking loner outing again. SCREW YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ! D: k, hope i'll have fun on tomorrow's bbq/chalet. darryl bro/father in law/all th other things ish booking out ! wee ~ just hope that tomorrow's food will be enough, and that th half bottle of vodka will last. i dont have money in th budget to get a new bottle. unless some people wanna kup. :3 OKAY ! THANKS TO ALL THAT WISHED ME ! LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS !
was hoping LOADS of people would come, but sadly, they cant/dw to . oh well !
End of my song lyrics... @ 7:33 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
This shining city built of gold A far cry from innocence There's more than meets the eye 'round here Look to the waters of the deep
A city of evil
There sat a seven-headed beast Ten horns raised from his head Symbolic woman sits on his throne But hatred strips her and leaves her naked
The beast and the harlot
She's a dwelling place for demons She's a cage for every unclean spirit, every filthy bird And makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings Fallen now is Babylon the great
The city dressed in jewels and gold Fine linen, myrrh and pearls Her plagues will come all at once As her mourners watch her burn
Destroyed in an hour
Merchants and captains of the world Sailors navigators too Will weep and mourn this loss With her sins piled to the sky
The beast and the harlot
She's a dwelling place for demons She's a cage for every unclean spirit every filthy bird And makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings Fallen now is Babylon the great
The day has come for all us sinners If you're not a servant, you'll be struck to the ground Flee the burning, greedy city Looking back on her to see there's nothin' around
I don't believe in fairy tales and no one wants to go to Hell We've made the wrong decision and it's easy to see Now if you wanna serve above or be a king below with us Your welcome to the city where your future is set forever
She's a dwelling place for demons She's a cage for every unclean spirit every filthy bird And makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings Fallen now is Babylon the great
She's a dwelling place for demons She's a cage for every unclean spirit every filthy bird And makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings Fallen now is Babylon the great
End of my song lyrics... @ 10:54 PM
yeah i look like crap. lol.
End of my song lyrics... @ 6:53 AM
i got grey contacts this time :D $15 . haven't tried though @_@
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
GAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! finally i rebonded my hair. idk if i'm not used to th flatness of rebonding or what . but i dont seem to like it. oh well !
End of my song lyrics... @ 12:31 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
I'm starring at the glass In front of me Is it half empty If I ruined all You've given me I know I've been selfish I know I've been foolish But look through that And you will see That I'll do better I know, baby I can do better
If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone Don't tell me I will make it on my own Don't leave me tonight This heart of stone Will sink 'til it dies If you leave me tonight
Sometimes I stare at you While you are sleeping I listen to your breathing Amazed how I Somehow Managed to Sweep you off of your feet girl Your perfect little feet girl I took for granted What you do But I'll do better I know, baby I can do better
If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone Don't tell me I will make it on my own Don't leave me tonight This heart of stone Will sink 'til it dies If you leave me tonight
Don't you know My heart is pumping hope It's putting out the fight I got this feeling That everything's alright Don't you see I'm not the only one for you But you're the only one for me
If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone
If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone Don't tell me I will make it on my own Don't leave me tonight This heart of stone Will sink 'til it dies If you leave me tonight Don't leave me tonight
baby this is for you.
End of my song lyrics... @ 11:27 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
list of things to do before my Birthday. :
1 - Rebond my hair 2 - Book a freaking 1 Night Chalet. 3 - Get th Food Preps done. 4 - I dont know anymore. Help people !
End of my song lyrics... @ 11:23 PM
Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't hove to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if my hear was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say is I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words
End of my song lyrics... @ 12:05 PM
dont fucking give me fuck faces like -.- for no fucking reason cause it fucking pisses me off.
End of my song lyrics... @ 5:51 AM
honestly i have been begging for answers, that you and only you could give to me.
End of my song lyrics... @ 5:44 AM
Hey guys and girls, i'm sure that most of you know that i intend to organize a chalet. and now th thing is, 18th - 19th morning is unavailable, so it's only 17th - 18th morning book out that's th best choice atm. so i most likely gonna book one night only ): *plus my dad is being a big bitch. knn even more gehgao than some gehgao people i know* so yeah, now is th food prob. i'm trying to find out how many people are willing to chip in some money for th food. and who's comfirm going/not going. please reply asap via sms/msn pm when i'm online. tyvm. Cymon.
End of my song lyrics... @ 2:20 AM
Thursday, July 09, 2009
it's 2.34am. and i just thought to myself of something. how th hell did i become th emo guy i am right now ? crying over every single small thing ? i honestly dont know. somebody save me.
End of my song lyrics... @ 11:34 AM
Sexy~
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Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Hi,I'm Marc. says: *scene dad + jew mom = sperm kid
damn good equation.
End of my song lyrics... @ 8:36 AM
Sunday, July 05, 2009
: ( idk leh. he claims he's sad but all i see was him openly flirting & talking about sex to another girl. - Jeslyn said this earlier on fb, didn't copy her name and date.
Jeslyn Chua at 6:35pm July 5 : ( i did gave him a chance & ask him if he wants to patch things up but he didnt reply. all i saw in fb was those flirty stuffs he send to th girl.
Jeslyn Chua at 6:38pm July 5 LOL. talk about sex openly ? talking about how many times he masturbate per day is making me jealous ? LOL. too bad , i'm not !
Jeslyn Chua at 6:45pm July 5 LOL. ehs, slut & bastard should see that this is attracting so much controversy.
7/5/2009 9:04:28 PM Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. did i mention names ? no, i didn.
7/5/2009 9:04:43 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. yeah, indirectly pointing ?
7/5/2009 9:04:46 PM Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. you said amy ask you how many times you wank
7/5/2009 9:05:42 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. 7/5/2009 5:11:14 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. ❤ Amy help me think of a question 7/5/2009 5:11:17 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. ❤ Amy i making my 2nd quiz 7/5/2009 5:11:17 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. ❤ Amy lol
7/5/2009 9:06:04 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. 7/5/2009 5:15:40 PM ❤ Amy ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. I NOE 7/5/2009 5:15:47 PM ❤ Amy ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. How many times do i masturbate in a week 7/5/2009 5:15:49 PM ❤ Amy ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. LOLX
7/5/2009 9:06:06 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. fyi
7/5/2009 9:06:07 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. this is
7/5/2009 9:06:08 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. called
7/5/2009 9:06:11 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. a suggestion
7/5/2009 9:06:15 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. flirting ?
7/5/2009 9:06:18 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. it's called talking
7/5/2009 9:06:23 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. if you dk how to fucking differentiate
7/5/2009 9:06:27 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. i have nothing to say to you
7/5/2009 9:07:03 PM Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. if you said you didnt flirt , then why you react till like that ?
7/5/2009 9:07:10 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. cause you are pointing fingers
7/5/2009 9:07:13 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. at innocent people
7/5/2009 9:07:15 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. AGAIN
7/5/2009 9:07:30 PM Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. oh. really ar ? you sure you innocent not ?
7/5/2009 9:07:45 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. okay lor.
7/5/2009 9:07:47 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. i not innocent lor
7/5/2009 9:07:52 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. but why do you insist
7/5/2009 9:07:55 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. on dragging my friends
7/5/2009 9:07:56 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. in ?
7/5/2009 9:08:15 PM Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. ♥FHM}Gaze - We'll write a Song. Hold your Breath. Amy Fong i tot he haf always liked me =]
7/5/2009 9:08:28 PM Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. ♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. i didnt. she admit herself on my fb wall.
7/5/2009 9:08:40 PM Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. ♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. i didnt expect to see such things.
7/5/2009 9:08:59 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. so ?
7/5/2009 9:09:01 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. she says this
7/5/2009 9:09:03 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. makes her guilty ?
7/5/2009 9:11:47 PM Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. ♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. lols. i didnt say that.
7/5/2009 9:12:02 PM ♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. aren't you saying that ?
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *no, i didnt say that.
♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. says: *yeah you didnt say im a bastard either *but aren't you indirectly saying i am ?
♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. says: *nice, you deleted them *:) *since you dare to say , why delete?
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *the least you could do was to msg back saying you not interested in patching up but you didnt. *cos im a good person. i dont want pple to think bad of you.
♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. says: *LOL *if you were a good person *you wont have even posted that earlier
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *then if you were a good person too , you could at least msg me saying you not interested what
♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. says: *if i was all that interested *i wont have even broken up w you *im sick of your attitude and th way you speak w.o thinking
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *so, stop thinking about me & missing me. you cant even do a simple thing like that.
♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. says: *LOL. im not thinking of you or missing you ? *aren't you th one doing that ? *even if i missed you *it was before all theses *these *
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *are you sure you didnt ? *i guess, it's decided then. you want to forget me, so i should too. i told myself not to think about you, yet i did. i just cant let go huh? all th best. all th way.
Yeah. all th best to you too. making me look like a bastard and saying that you dw people to think of me as a bastard? dont make me laugh. it's sickening. sorry to say. i keep telling myself , it's better to have a friend than an enemy. but yeah.
EDIT :
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *are you sure you didnt ? *i guess, it's decided then. you want to forget me, so i should too. i told myself not to think about you, yet i did. i just cant let go huh? all th best. all th way. *thats why you were flirting with amy in fb what
♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. says: *this has nothing to do w me and ''flirting'' w amy.
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *Amy Fong ;angst; lol im so gonna torture u! ;yay *this isnt flirting , you mean ? LOL.
*please la.even 3 year old kids also know.
♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. says: *yeah, it isn't . *if you think it is *what to do ?
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *thats your prob not mine. & why should i care if you flirt with her ? LOL. it only proves that you're despo for girls.
♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. says: *okay then *then why are you still talking to me *and all ? *:) Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *then why you are still thinking about me & having feelings for me ?
♥FHM}Gaze - Dragging my Friends into our Problems. Nice. says: *i am thinking ? *lol ? *im trying to play my games *and you're th one who pmed me *after coming back online *:)
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *but you're still liking me arent you ? *sorry, i already woke up long ago when i saw those stuffs you and amy talk about.
♥FHM}Gaze - You're making yourself look Dumb. says: *yeah you say you woke up and look at th way you're talking *kthxbai *:)
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *i didnt mention anything abt me liking you or whatever shit. :D so dont think too much.
♥FHM}Gaze - You're making yourself look Dumb. says: *lol, didn't say ? *everything you say has a hidden meaning *which sentence did i say *that hides th meaning of i still like you? *wake up *WAKE UP.
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *you're a bastard. just admit it. dumped a girl 2 weeks and claim you're damn sad. *since you said you didnt , then why whatever i says affects you ?
♥FHM}Gaze - You're making yourself look Dumb. says: *yeah k im a bastard k ? *dont talk to me since im one *:) *bye.
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *and you shouldnt have any feelings for me since you said im dumb.
♥FHM}Gaze - You're making yourself look Dumb. says: *do you really think i've got feelings for you now ?
Jeslyn th vintage doll hates bastards. says: *okay. at least i knew you were just playing with me all along.
♥FHM}Gaze - You're making yourself look Dumb. says: *you can think that way *i know what i did *i know who i loved
since you want to make such a fool out of yourself, go ahead.
End of my song lyrics... @ 6:16 AM
flirting, talking about sex openly? fyi, that quiz is for ALL my friends. so im supposedly talking to ALL my friends and flirting w ALL of them ? i was thinking what questions to put for my quiz, so she suggested that. all out of fun, why not ? if you hate me that much , go away then. i've always said, it's better to have a friend than an enemy. but since you want to make enemies that much, go ahead. you'll always think of me as a bastard. and in your eyes i am too. you're just th one and only ''holy and all innocent girl''. no one is more innocent than you are.
End of my song lyrics... @ 5:41 AM
Saturday, July 04, 2009
i'm off to bed. freaking tired. fucking bitch rasQ peed on my pillow and sheets. and it went straight to th damn bed. bitch ! D:
End of my song lyrics... @ 9:13 AM
gosh, 10 blog posts in 2 days. can i make it? @_@ i wanted to use moment as one of th song lyrics. but just used it few days back. dang ~ kay, met shaun and th rest of my ex classmates just now. lanned a lil. brings back memories eh guys. thanks loads :) oh, and i had to stop at a hotel after church cause i had a freaking stomach ache.
End of my song lyrics... @ 7:41 AM
Friday, July 03, 2009
idk why i'm repeating this song on itunes, but i am doing it.
End of my song lyrics... @ 3:36 AM
I'll wait for this moment when our lips collide and almost stop the earth you're in my arms tonight
so I've come to complicate the dead are you with me? I've rewritten all my vows again we're almost home to see the silence break on new years eve we're only 17 if love exists I'll fall
I'll wait for this moment when our lips collide and almost stop the earth you're in my arms tonight
just one more kiss to see the pain exists in a world of lies misery take my shame alive
and everything
fails a violent death the smile you gave visit me in hell tonight and say "if love exists, I'll fall"
I'll wait for this moment when our lips collide and almost stop the earth you're in my arms tonight I'll wait for this moment
when our lips collide and almost stop the earth you're in my arms tonight
so I I laugh alone (I laugh alone) [x4]
I feel so alive I feel so alive tonight I feel so alive I feel so alive, can't stop this feeling
If love exists, I'll fall
I'll wait for this moment when our lips collide and almost stop the earth you're in my arms tonight
I'll wait for this moment when our lips collide and almost stop the earth you're in my arms tonight
I'll wait for this moment when our lips collide and almost stop the earth you're in my arms tonight
End of my song lyrics... @ 1:23 AM
Thursday, July 02, 2009
i told myself to distance myself from you, yet you kept coming back. i guess life doesn't want us to forget each other? you decide.
i guess, it's decided then. you want to forget me, so i should too. i told myself not to think about you, yet i did. i just cant let go huh? all th best. all th way.
sis said that if we were to get together, we'd last long. but i guess there isn't way to prove that now huh ?
End of my song lyrics... @ 10:39 AM
th skies just cleared up. i guess that's a sign of a new beginning.
yeah, if you want to think of me this way, go ahead. my conscience is clear. i know what i did and what i didnt do. i did my best as a boyf. like jorie said, if a person doesn't love you like you wanted them to, doesn't mean he/she doesn't love you.
Jeslyn loves cutting her wrist : ) says: *cos you dont deserve a gf like me. you dont appreciate me like some bastard. no , you're almost the same as th bastard who dumps his gf.
yeah, i dont deserve you. happy ?
End of my song lyrics... @ 12:21 AM
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
oh all th weathers to come. a rainy day just made my day worse. THANK YOU GOD. as though th day isn't gloomy enough for me, now it's raining. since you said that my fairytale was just spun up to DECEIVE you. so be it then. i can truly say that, i loved you. but your attitude, th way you acted infront of me, my friends. th way you treated things. everything you did was just too much.
Jeslyn 爱 Cymon. will death be th only way that i'll ever get appreciated by guys ? says: *everything is my fault : ) take care ya ? im really sorry for everything.
now this ? bling bling penknife tempting ? fuck it. SUCK IT UP. LOOK AT YOURSELF. HOW CAN I NOT HATE YOUR ATTITUDE? i've always put my friends before my girlfs. cause no matter what, bros before hoes. even if relationships fall apart, brothers will stay strong. you want th truth ? i'll give you th truth right now.
yes, i loved you. from th start. you weren't like that at first. so why change? i told you before i didn't like paranoid girls. you promised ( if i remember correctly ) not to be one. so why'd you be one ? dont you use your brains to think before you talk? you've hurt my feelings countless times talking before thinking. i told you before, i dont like sticky girls. yet you came out w some reasons for you to be sticky to me. katkat saw my face on th day you came to darryl's place. i told you not to come, but since jorie invited you, i didn't say anything. cant i have my own personal space? it's like you're suffocating me. i can barely breathe without having you around me. that's why i turned out so cold. i told you before. yet you continue doing what you are doing. how many times have i told you that i'd call you, and 5-10 mins later you'll start spamming me w calls? you know how fucking irritating it is ? i can barely watch tv for 5 mins in peace fyi. why do you think i dont want you to come over every week? i need my space. i need my time w my friends. idk which part of that you dont understand. i've so much more to say, but i'm not th type of guy who spills everything out. i just cant. i wont. and i never will.
if i was given a choice, of whether to break a heart, or show pity. i'd rather be a heartbreaker than a lover out of pity.
End of my song lyrics... @ 11:24 PM
JESSICA_ ie no longer believe in ue : ( said: ue cym0n? ie jessica here. ie reallie carn cor her hp.dunoe whye. ♥FHM}Gaze - 爱 JCYX - Love breeds hate, and Hate makes a person Stronger. said: o.o and how you get my msn ? o.o how you get my msn ?
JESSICA_ ie no longer believe in ue : ( says: *if ue cans,help mie cor her hp.thanks wor. ♥FHM}Gaze - 爱 JCYX - Love breeds hate, and Hate makes a person Stronger. says: *how did you get my email ? o.o JESSICA_ ie no longer believe in ue : ( says: *her fwenster? *ie gort her password marh cos last time ie help her check her fwenster ders.
♥FHM}Gaze - 爱 JCYX - Love breeds hate, and Hate makes a person Stronger. says: *that doesn't explain it ? *i did not put my email *on her fs *my blog *my fs page *or anything *o_o JESSICA_ ie no longer believe in ue : ( says: *whart ue mean?
♥FHM}Gaze - 爱 JCYX - Love breeds hate, and Hate makes a person Stronger. says: *im asking you how did you get my email address.
Jessica says: *of cos get from yixuan.ue think ie go steal mehs ? lmao. ♥FHM}Gaze - 爱 JCYX - Love breeds hate, and Hate makes a person Stronger. says: *i thought you couldn't contact her ? Jessica_ says: *but nort now marh.since when ie said ie get from her now?
Jessica_ said: but nort now marh.since when ie said ie get from her now? ehs,ue reallie love her meh? ♥FHM}Gaze - 爱 JCYX - Love breeds hate, and Hate makes a person Stronger. said: o.o then why you wait til now then add me ? * Jessica_ says: *cos when she first show me y0ur fwenster.ie want noe ue ders.budden carn whart,cos ue her stead.budden ie reallie cant tahan she keep make ue worry.idi0t leiis.she also nort say very pwetty.
Jessica_ says: *ue ytd quarrel with her?ie thought ue will break ups with her. *whye ue will like her?she berie gud to ue mehs ?
Jessica_ says: *arb0 ue break wib her thans let mie be y0ur girlfriend
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ epic phail on trying to test me. @_@