My blog.
My Rules.
Drop a Tag Please. Dont just read and leave.
People without names are not wanted in my blog. You want to tag, leave your fucking name. Else, fuck off.
Thanks !

Cymon a.k.a SHIWEN
17th July 1991
Cancer
Singapore
Wants Tongue Piercing
Double Lip Piercing
Learn to scream

PEOPLE, PLEASE MSG ME/ MSN DROP ME A PM ABOUT WHAT DRINKS YOU ALL WANT ON TH DRINKING NIGHT ! MAJORITY WINS ! BEER , WINE, OR VODKA. 3 choices only. THANKS ! those who are going, please contribute. people excluded this week are Darryl and Dasao. cause last week they brought red wine. THANKS !




mother. fucking. nice. hair. and th rest are random stuffs. :D and i just realised th doesent. LOL.







yeah, so you've said you hate ahlians, smoke, blah blah. dont you think you're becoming one yourself right now ? all th best in life. ttyn, nsya. :D




th story of cheryl's hairless cat & th lao ah pek's yellow bird.













No one ever said life is fair, im not saying that it should be. So knowing that you are where you want to be, and i'm not, comes as no surprise. But don't expect me to be happy for you, and dont smile and tell me things will work out for me too. I don't want your PITY. I HATE YOUR PITY!

oh & guys, every sat night should be drinking session. so yeah, if can we will have it at jc's . and those who wants to come try to kup money. so we can get more beers/liquor/wine or w.e. thanks !




"you are old enough to smoke what, so you're old enough to think. if you were in his shoes what would you do"
yeah. SMOKE. and you think, you've hurt me so much , TWICE. you wanna contact me ? this is what you told me BEFORE.
"hey...honestly speaking, i started smoking already and i know you don't like me to smoke, but i cannot kick the habit already. I do like you, but is not those like that will become love. And i am finding for those long distant r/s, i don't want just stead because i feel like now, i want to think for future, and you once told me to not care about the future i happy now can already, but i don't want like that, it's just not right.. i don't want end up breaking up or w.e. And i already found the right one"

since you alr lied to me, more then twice, what makes you think that YOU WONT LIE TO YOUR FRIENDS EVER AGAIN ?
hurts to think of you.
you were th first one to make me wait so fucking long, and i knew that if i could make it happen, we would last. but you didnt think th way i did. oh well. unless you can make me believe in you again. which i doubt you want to, and you can.




The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.





SO SWALLOW TH KNIFE.






alright, so i just came back from jc's . DRINKING SESSION <3
special thing was, there was no beer. ): instead, there was red wine! it all tasted fine at first, but then later... it turned sourish. :l
anyways, drank afew cups. sucks :s px darling drank th most . HAHA . DRINK YOUR SORROW AWAY WHAT ! MAI COMPLAIN ! LOL. i drink so lil , nothing went away ): LOL. finished th bottle, went to Ahneh's lan for l4d. played like 30mins and i felt like puking . fuck . Reila thought i was drunk ): BUT IM NOT ! i can take care of myself okay ! i know when to stop. :D after lan, went to eat prata. YEGG PRATA WITH SPORKS AND FOON ! :D haaa. ate a lil, slacked, talked cock and stuffs. then we went our separate ways. reached jc's place, dota-ed til 4+ ? then went to bed. that should be all! pics will be uploaded in th next post when i get em. :D




drink drank drunk.




Lydia mummeh, cant copy paste. show you.
"hey...honestly speaking, i started smoking already and i know you don't like me to smoke, but i cannot kick the habit already. I do like you, but is not those like that will become love. And i am finding for those long distant r/s, i don't want just stead because i feel like now, i want to think for future, and you once told me to not care about the future i happy now can already, but i don't want like that, it's just not right.. i don't want end up breaking up or w.e. And i already found the right one. "

_l_




you cannot stop smoking cause you cant fucking kick th habit ? IF IN TH FUCKING FIRST PLACE YOU DIDNT START YOU WONT HAVE TH FUCKING PROBLEM OF KICKING IT . yeah, now you're no different from any of them. dont you think? why bother acting as though you hate th smell, or rather smoke then ? hmm ? it fucking pisses me off to have fakers and actors in front of me, just to make me feel as though i'm a fool to believe in you. yeah. well done. you've played me once again. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW ? you want a long lasting r/s . who doesnt. but what are you doing now ? you dont even bother replying me sometimes, how th fuck do you think i feel ? thanks loads. for wasting my time and playing my feelings again.




srsly, screw this. its like <3's and saying i miss you is just words to you. words that you use freely. sick of it.




yes px this is how you play a dp. :D





so i've agreed , and i shall keep to my word. i will stop my taunting . any other sorts of taunts will have nothing to do with me UNLESS it is posted on my blog.

also: Auditioners, i will be changing my nick to -SYN . tyvm <3




http://www.withloves-baby.blogspot.com/ < LERMAO.
why're you hiding ? deleted another blog? :)




http://sugarloveshunny.blogspot.com/

yeah, th last and latest post from that blog says it all. :}
he tolerated you for a month. and i have tolerated you for almost 2 months .
i quote.
"The maturity level of yourself is not there yet."
says it all ? :D




gosh, i keep watching weird shows like Paris Hilton's My New BFF and Beauty and th Geek. :l




GODLIKE VS.LOL. A_A 18 assists, and check th fucking wards bought. 16, assholes.






aw, blog deleted ): cant take th heat ? dont play with fire. :) dont create a blog that no one can sees, unless you cant take th heat ? i'm sure you know that by doing that, you've proven that you've lost.

HEADLINER :
CLAN INC LOST THEIR FIRST DRAFT MATCH.
quote from th leader, InhalExhale.iNc ( aka Reuben ) : [4/19/2009 11:13:04 PM] Reuben: play draft cfm lose one what.
so you're trying to look down on our abilities? first of all, why choose - Storm spirit as carry, zeus and beastmaster ? why didnt you choose Demon witch when you had th chance? or rather some heroes that have silence and a better CARRY? i think if you played drow, you've carried us properly and we would have sealed our win with a magnataur too. with demon, mag and drow, i think we could've done our job and let bane disable one out, sand king doing what he does best, aoe epicenter? that would've sealed our win. dontcha thing ? maybe i do have attp. i dont like losing. and its a important match ? dont you think you'll get demoralized if you lost ? think about it bro. :)




EMO LE LAH !
pork and px jio me dota, make me miss my Paris Hilton's MY NEW BFF. and we lost 2 rounds .
DAMN YOU GUYS ! D;




you didnt whine so much eh, first you blog to say as though I RAN WITH YOUR PHONE and dw give you back. was that th truth ? you could pm me asking if i wanted to love party. good thing i didnt too eh ? :) yeah so i wrote a letter, so ? yeah i proved to her im not a bastard , but to you. think back. what did you do behind my back? crawled OVER my head and went to marc asking for HER number ? so, i had a change of heart. things happened unexpectedly. that makes me a flirt? wow cool. i'm th worlds biggest flirt then. you're th first to act out this way. srsly. :) about th cw, nah i dont need pork to kill you that much , i can do it myself. :D act hero behind com ? wow, gangsta yo. so what if i "act hero" ? i aint gangsta like chiu yo. later you diao zui how ? i ish sho scared ): come out and talk, i say hi even online also you bo reply. go out talk waste time ? i doubt you'd talk. most likely is your boyf and company doing th talking eh ? LOL. yeah so i cracked a joke. cant take it ? LOL! pay you back. WOOHOO ! MOOLAH TIME ~ how are YOU gonna pay me back for all th macdeliveries, cab fares, sushi too ? :DDD ~ how i treat you in th past hur ? yeah maybe i didnt treat you good. or maybe you didnt appreciate me ? :) think about it yo. i treat every girl in my life all th same. it's just that sometimes that take advantage of it and wont notice it. yeah so im flirt blah blah blah. that all you can say ?




dearest love,
I hope this message finds you well
as these endless thoughts drip from my soul
every single word secretly paints a fairytale
of when we will melt into one...

eyes forfeit sight to the pain
cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
as I cling to memories of you
I am so scared...so scared...I need you with me

were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

it's me again,
is it me or am I wrong to be concerned?
will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again?
was this all a lie? why?

were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

make it stop, make this pounding in my head stop
fill my lungs with air, give me one more day to make her dreams come true
she understands right? that I'm not coming back...
she understands right? that I'm not coming back...
make it stop, make the pounding stop
I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back...
I don't know what happened...who would have thought my life would end up like this?
I didn't mean to hurt her, not hurt her like this...I can't feel my legs
I can't feel my legs and I can't even cry...how could somebody die like this?

if my words ever reach you I'll assume you don't care
never knew that silence could cut so deep or that you could twist the blade
now I curse all of your beautiful lies..
I love you and goodbye...

were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you
that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness
was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core
as I cling to my memories of you...




I'm a DOG for not being able to wake up ? & I'm supposed to expect pork to pon ? _l_

hey fuck you, srsly . i was sleeping when pork called, and it was early . so i thought why not pass him back later? its not like you're in a fucking need for a phone right ? so why cant i pass th phone to him or YOU if you wont mind meeting me later? at LEAST i dont ask my BROTHERS to pei me, knowing that they are TIRED. showing attitude, scolding him at th same time cause i cant wake up ? hey, dont take advantage of your friends. you say karma will come tio me back? i'm waiting. what wrong am i in ? you pm kat, i'm there. cant you ask me yourself ? you say i guai lan/xia lan, you kua suay dogs. so you're saying i'm one cause i didnt reply you on cabal when you pm-ed me ? I WENT TO SHIT FFS. anyways, th phone is with pork/you alr. since you are making things so hard, might as well not be friends aye ? immaturity is important. even in friendship. look back and think about th way you are acting right now. you may look mature, but hell, you sure aren't . :}
btw,
at least i can live without being in an rs/having a girlf. or in your case, a boyf. and also, me and sheepy are alright and loving. dont you worry . :}




dont come near me ! I HAVE INFARED SEMEN !




i have blogged ! LOL.
and i is listening to poker face. zomg idk why.




bian tai es A_A 29 assists ALONE. WOOHOO !




yeah. enough false apologies.
im sick of it. thanks .

i feel so tired of doing anything that i dont wanna do anything anymore.
maybe i should take up th offer , go to Melbourne or maybe back to Malaysia ?
but then again i'll most likely lose contact with all my friends here. sighs.
idk idk.




narb bh that bought dr and didnt dare to come alone. NARB !
pwnt . <3




i realised,
i cant complete a sentence without fuck.
so there.
fuck. :D




GARENA PLAYERS, PLEASE RE-ADD Gaze.iNc. TYVM.




quote:
"Dear CM,

Asiasoft hired new staffs and entrusting them with such authorities like reimbursment of items that would easily stir up the community without even assessing them or their background. A successful online game is a game that holds a great virtual value to players (items, gold, fame, friends), if the company allow such acts to happen, even just once, the virtual value is already diminished, no one will be keen to play such a MMORPG. Cabal was successful at start, but due to the poor management of the company in dealing with hackers, alz seller, it has already lost half of its population.

Since I'm already more of can't be bothered with this game anymore, let me reveal a little secret. My account Insatiable , Mercury, was hacked before the first PVP event you guys held. Me and my friends manage to lure the hacker out which is vending MY FULL GEAR for real life cash . After threatening with police case, he reveal that he is working with ASIASOFT as a junior admin. We gave him time to restore back my character and he manage to restore it within the next 2 week. This issue of my character getting hacked and deleted is pretty well known in mercury, u can verify with it ANY DREAMZ member of mercury or friends that know me. Although i promised him not to mention this to anyone but I am utterly dissappointed with asiasoft and I don't care anymore.

So first , whats with the "this will never ever happen again" promises, it has already happen =], and i believe not only to me just that i was one of the lucky victim that manage to get back my account by my own means rather than those unlucky ones that plead and went down to asiasoft and only getting "We will investigate" reply 24/7.

A company that allow new staffs hack the community accounts to sell for real life cash good game.
A company that restore imbal items to players and allow them to vend it good game.
A company that only allow people like Yunhe to reach 3 OSMIUM craft using 2slot hack good game.

I believe this little issue won't kill asiasoft, but cabal is definitely dead. peace."

G_G to Asiasoft,
G_G to CabalSEA.




Situations are irrelevant now
She loves the way that I tease
I love the way that she breathes

I touched her (ooh)
she touched my (ahhh)
it was the craziest thing.

I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me
A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh
She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night

She can't behave and I'm just a slave
don’t worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your latest fashion.

The frustration it's a regular thing
I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took her hand and put in my lap
"It's way too full", she said. once you have me you'll always come back.

She can't behave and I'm just a slave
Don’t worry, I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling, what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your latest fashion.

I know you love to insist and all it takes is a kiss and you just
love to hate me.

You know you love all the lies so don’t act surprised that I just
love to hate you.

I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing
I love the girls who love to hate. (Breathing)

(Whoa) Darling, what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your latest fashion

Darling (Leave Me), what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me (Darling), go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your favorite passion


OOH~
AHHH~




100 TRUTHS TAGGED BY Zhiwei. HAPPY?
001. Real name → Cymon.
002. Nickname(s) → Siwen, Digimon, Pokemon, anything with a MON there. -.-
003. Age → 17
004. Horoscope → Cancer.
005. Male or female → Male.
006. Primary School → St. Gabriels' Primary.
007. Secondary School → St.Gabriels' Secondary.
008. Poly or Jc → None.
009. University → Haven't even start poly.
010. Hair color → Black/Brown.
011. Long or short → Short.
012. Loud or Quiet → Quiet.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → Phone.
015. Health Freak → Not really.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Smoke no, drink yes.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes, my unregistered girl.
018. Eat or Drink → Eat.
019. Piercings → 1 Lip piercing, 3 on my ear.
020. Tattoos → None.
021. Social Or Anti-Social → Middle.
022. First Piercing → 14years old
023. First Relationship → 16 years old.
024. First Best Friend → How I remember.
025. First Award → Primary school in Malaysia.
026. First Kiss → Cyntherea Tan SiYing, HONORED?! LOL.
027. First Pet → Dog.
028. First Big Vacation → Singapore. LOL.
029. First Love At First Sight → None.
030. First Hug → Parents.
049. Eating → No.
050. Drinking → No.
051. About To → Sleep.
052. Excitement Level → 0
053. Listening to → Amber Pacific - Dear ____ , This Has Always Been About Standing Up For What You Believe.
054. Plans for today → Pool.
055. Waiting for → Sleep.
056. Energy Level → Low.
057. Thinking Of Somone → Yes.
058. Want Kids? → Maybe.
059. Want to get married? → Yeah. lol!
060. Careers in mind → Chef, Hairstylist.
068. Lips or eyes → Boobs. LOL.
069. Romantic or Funny → Romantic.
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller.
071. Protective or Caring → Caring.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic more.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both.
074. Sensitive or loud → Not too sensitive, not too loud.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → None.
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes for both.
081. Ran away from home → Once? i think.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → None.
083. Killed somebody → In Online games. LOL
084. Broken someone's heart → I think so.
085. Been Arrested → Yes _l_.
086. Cried when someone died → Yes.
087. Miss Someone Alotalot → Everytime.
089. Yourself → Yea, miss myself.
090. Miracles → See first then say.
091. Love at First Sight → No.
092. Heaven → Yeah.
093. Santa Claus → LOL.
094. Tooth Fairy → LOL.
095. Kiss on the first date → Sure.
096. Are you afraid of anything → Gays and cockroaches. LOL.
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → SHEEPY.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life → Haha, kinda.
099. Do you believe in God → Yeah.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
- Juitying SHEEPY
- Marcus Horny.
- Darryl Bro.
- Peixun darling.
- Joresar Jojo.
- Zhiwei emo.
- Fion Lingling.
- JC.
- Juanken Ken.
- Lydia Mummeh.




wow, its been awhile and you've changed so much. oh well. :3




EXCUSE ME MOVE IN PLEASE *squeezes in*

fuck you fat fuck, srsly. why cant you wait for th next damn train since its alr full ?
stare stare what ? never see guy pierce lips before? must look at me helping my friend take her bottle then you help your friend take her bag ah ? bo xim dont bother doing it thanks. knn pcb, my friends infront of me how i push in ? i know you think you fat and big sized you can push people around lah. dont disgrace all th nice singaporeans with your kiasu attitude pl0x . see seats must chiong to th seats ah ? are you some old man and or woman ? cant stand ? legs for what? show ar ? God gave you legs to stand , walk and run . why cant you stand? too fat? legs cant support ? And also, never see people use phone before? must bend your head and look at what she's doing uh ? never see handphone before? or rather never see actual PEOPLE use phone before ah ?
_l_ stinking kiasu fuckers.

and i blogged <3




Sweat drips in my eyes
Screams of lust we cry
Tonight you are everything
You're everything...
You're everything to me no more
As I wake from this perfect dream
I'll escape from Eden's walls
Can I not stay and live this lie?
Go away and I'll think only of myself

And to think that you will not be scared or surprised if I'd severed all these ties
This is the end...

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
One last false apology
Help me get over you

I feel so numb to see this bitter end of beautiful illusions...would this be the same?
Broken pieces will not mend to save our past now...go away...

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
One last false apology
Help me get over you

Now we must let go
Urgency overwhelms me as I must restrain my flood of tears
I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
One last false apology
Help me get over you

In my mind
Blood drip from your eyes
A beautiful
Last Goodbye




believe me im lying -
Forever th sickest kids.

fake a smile, and th world will think you're fine.




JY: HORSEY
JY: I've a confession to make .. This had been bothering me for quite sometime & now I've been wanting to tell you ever since I set my eyes on you. three words. Iloveyou . <3 1314 3344 . will you be mine
JY: ):
Me: woah typed le bodoh :x
JY: pls ?


yes i got pranked again , twice by th same person.
THANKS SHEEPY. >.<

sigh, this sucks. :l

[x]AoD Blog
[x]Sauvignon Fam Blog
[x]My FS
[x]Onsugarrr
[x]Tumblrrr
[x]Akiyo
[x]Alabu
[x]Apple
[x]Audrey
[x]augustine
[x]a7x
[x]ben
[x]Bibi
[x]Billy
[x]BOO
[x]Brandon - Sauvignon
[x]Brian
[x]Cara
[x]Carles
[x]Charmaine
[x]Cheryl Poh
[x]Chin Hong
[x]caressa de evil twin sista... xD
[x]Constance
[x]Cuiwen th retard.
[x]dawn
[x]donna
[x]Ferlynn
[x]Fion
[x]Fiona
[x]gerald-inhuman guy with 9balls =x
[x]HamHam
[x]Hariz
[x]Hazel Mei
[x]Hui Zhen
[x]JC
[x]Jeslyn
[x]JEHM
[x]Jelyn my Mei
[x]Jia'k Hong/Edwin
[x]Jiayun
[x]Joanne
[x]Joel
[x]JuanKen
[x]Juitying
[x]JunRu
[x]Kailin
[x]Kaimin
[x]karen
[x]KatKat
[x]Katsumi - Sauvignon
[x]Kelvin
[x]kevin
[x]Kw
[x]Kyzira
[x]Lavonne
[x]li ern
[x]linus
[x]Lydia
[x]Marc
[x]Mitchell
[x]Pork
[x]priscilla
[x]Pzz
[x]ralph
[x]rochael
[x]Senn
[x]shannon
[x]sheena
[x]SIAM
[x]Velencia
[x]Yinghui
[x]Zeena
[x]Zhiwei
[x]Zwei
[x]zoe
[x]some random blog about sexy people with sexy piercings/tattoos.


∞ March 2005
∞ April 2005
∞ May 2005
∞ June 2005
∞ July 2005
∞ August 2005
∞ October 2005
∞ November 2005
∞ December 2005
∞ January 2006
∞ February 2006
∞ March 2006
∞ April 2006
∞ May 2006
∞ June 2006
∞ July 2006
∞ August 2006
∞ September 2006
∞ October 2006
∞ December 2006
∞ January 2007
∞ February 2007
∞ April 2007
∞ May 2007
∞ June 2007
∞ July 2007
∞ September 2007
∞ November 2007
∞ December 2007
∞ January 2008
∞ February 2008
∞ April 2008
∞ May 2008
∞ June 2008
∞ July 2008
∞ August 2008
∞ September 2008
∞ October 2008
∞ November 2008
∞ December 2008
∞ January 2009
∞ February 2009
∞ March 2009
∞ April 2009
∞ May 2009
∞ June 2009
∞ July 2009
∞ August 2009
∞ September 2009
∞ October 2009
∞ November 2009
∞ December 2009


Designer - LiTtL3 aH mA
Hoster - Photobucket
Images - DevianART
Brushes - All brushes creator

_l_.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com