Thursday, February 26, 2009
FIRST OF ALL : I THREW AWAY ALL MY EFFORTS, FEELINGS INTO TH GODDAMN BIN IN DHOBY GHAUT MRT. THANK YOU ALL THOSE THAT HAVE SUPPORTED ME IN MY DECISIONS, THOUGH IT DID NOT TURN OUT AS EXPECTED. THANK YOU, DARRYL BRO, PEIXUN DARLING, LYDIA MUMMY, JORESAR TU DI, LIONEL SON, FION BANGBANG, ZHIWEI EMO. ALL THOSE NAMES THAT I HAVE NOT MENTIONED, SORRY. DO DROP ME A TAG. TYVM.SO HERE I GO.
i'm going to pour out all th shit that has been in my mother fucking mind.
Dear CHARMAINE:
so you say you dont wanna hurt your stead's feelings hur. alright, i understand. then all those past 2 months where i did my best to keep you company, watched movie while you were bored, tried my best to pick you up from school, made you forget edison. all those efforts were for nothing? you couldn't even fucking accept th flower and my damn letter in which i totally poured all my fucking feelings into it ? so you say you dont wanna hurt his feelings, but my feelings are just like .. nothing ? you come and go as you please, you say o's are th reason we broke up, ARE YOU SURE? I TRIED MY MOTHER FUCKING BEST TO KEEP MY PROMISE TO YOU, yet this is how it all ends up. that god damn flower was thrown into th bin. i went all th way to CLEMENTI to get BLUE roses, knowing that you had a horrible vals day . everytime i do my best to surprise you, make you happy, nothing is enough. why ? my guess, i was just a rebound guy for you. weren't i ? so marc said you were badly hurt when i got a stead in about 2 weeks after breakup. ASK YOURSELF WHY IN TH FUCKING WORLD DID YOU BREAK UP IN TH FIRST PLACE. EVERY PROMISE I MADE TO YOU, MEANS NOTHING DOESN'T IT ? i told you it'll be alright if you hadn't have time for me , cause of your o's . i told you it'll be alright, but was that th real reason you broke up ? So you've made me sound like a mother fucking bastard that totally forget about you within 2 weeks after our breakup, in which you were TOTALLY PROVEN WRONG WHEN I MADE TH EFFORT TO CALL YOU 12AM MIDNIGHT TODAY TO WISH YOU HAPPY BDAY. aren't my feelings all th same as everyone else? how come yours and all th others are so special that they matter, except for mine ?
that should be all for now ? fucking poured everything out. feels so much better.
no hard feelings EH. :D cause, its MY turn to say what i wanna say.
promises are to be kept, or be broken? make yourself clear.
End of my song lyrics... @ 7:46 AM
