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Cymon a.k.a SHIWEN
17th July 1991
Cancer
Singapore
Wants Tongue Piercing
Double Lip Piercing
Learn to scream

wouldn't everyone want their loved ones back to their side?




I kill myself in small amounts
In each relationship it's not
About love.
Just another funeral and
Just another girl left in tears.
And I'm waiting
With the sound turned off
I'm waiting
Like a glass balloon
And I'm fading
Into the void and then
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone...
They said that hell's not hot
They said that hell's not hot
I gave my soul to someone else
She must have known that
It was already sold.
It was never about her,
It was about the hurt.
I'm waiting
Like a glass balloon
And I'm fading
Into the void and then
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone...
They said that hell's not hot
They said that hell's not hot
I kill myself in small amounts
In each relationship it's not
About love.
Just another funeral and
Just another girl left in tears.
And I'm waiting
With the sound turned off
I'm waiting
Like a glass balloon
And I'm fading
Into the void and then
I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone...
They said that hell's not hot
They said that hell's not hot




th damn reason i want a double lip piercing. :D ! damn cool bodoh !
reasons i want piercings is so that i have a REASON to feel pain instead of mindless slashing. :D so ffs live with it !

edit:
pissed off.

LINGLING OWES ME 2 DONUTS ! @!#!$ !
& ps people, i'll still be bitching over th rose incident. i just cant get over it. it's sickening/depressing about what happened. thanks you've just given me a date to call my worst and sad day. thanks LOADS.





what would you do, if you could turn back time ? better question dont you think ? :D




omfg.
i just saw my cousins, and they're like jacobs and his brothers? * read new moon * wtf ?
its like i didnt see them for afew months only and they're like almost a head taller then ME ?
me , of all people, ME.
depress-ed. */wrist.* LOL




Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife




OMFG ITZ JELLYFISH AND HE TAGGED ME TOOO DOO THIZ QUIZ.

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
my ass

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Tired,

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Myself ):

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
No.

5: Would you ever donate blood?
Yeah

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah.

7: Do you want someone dead?
YES!

8:What does your last text message say?
forgot, dont wanna remember. :)

9:What are you thinking of right now?
Congratulations, I Hate You.

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yeah.

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
12.30am.

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Far East.

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeah.

14: Who was the last person to text you?
Hazel Mei.

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1. Juan Ken
2. Lionel
3. Katkat
4. Darryl
5. Peixun ( HAHA BACK TO YOU )
6. Zoee
7. Marcus
8. Yinghui
9. Nini
10. Leon

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
None

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
FeMale

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
HELL YEAH. LOL

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
some art shit....... i forgot :P. < same ans.

20: Is Number 4 single?
Was.

21: Say something about Number 5.
My darling x3 ^^

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
gossip partners O.O

23: Describe Number 9.
My supporter ! >:D

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
Laugh

25: Do you like Number 8?
as a friend yes.




FIRST OF ALL : I THREW AWAY ALL MY EFFORTS, FEELINGS INTO TH GODDAMN BIN IN DHOBY GHAUT MRT. THANK YOU ALL THOSE THAT HAVE SUPPORTED ME IN MY DECISIONS, THOUGH IT DID NOT TURN OUT AS EXPECTED. THANK YOU, DARRYL BRO, PEIXUN DARLING, LYDIA MUMMY, JORESAR TU DI, LIONEL SON, FION BANGBANG, ZHIWEI EMO. ALL THOSE NAMES THAT I HAVE NOT MENTIONED, SORRY. DO DROP ME A TAG. TYVM.

SO HERE I GO.
i'm going to pour out all th shit that has been in my mother fucking mind.
Dear CHARMAINE:
so you say you dont wanna hurt your stead's feelings hur. alright, i understand. then all those past 2 months where i did my best to keep you company, watched movie while you were bored, tried my best to pick you up from school, made you forget edison. all those efforts were for nothing? you couldn't even fucking accept th flower and my damn letter in which i totally poured all my fucking feelings into it ? so you say you dont wanna hurt his feelings, but my feelings are just like .. nothing ? you come and go as you please, you say o's are th reason we broke up, ARE YOU SURE? I TRIED MY MOTHER FUCKING BEST TO KEEP MY PROMISE TO YOU, yet this is how it all ends up. that god damn flower was thrown into th bin. i went all th way to CLEMENTI to get BLUE roses, knowing that you had a horrible vals day . everytime i do my best to surprise you, make you happy, nothing is enough. why ? my guess, i was just a rebound guy for you. weren't i ? so marc said you were badly hurt when i got a stead in about 2 weeks after breakup. ASK YOURSELF WHY IN TH FUCKING WORLD DID YOU BREAK UP IN TH FIRST PLACE. EVERY PROMISE I MADE TO YOU, MEANS NOTHING DOESN'T IT ? i told you it'll be alright if you hadn't have time for me , cause of your o's . i told you it'll be alright, but was that th real reason you broke up ? So you've made me sound like a mother fucking bastard that totally forget about you within 2 weeks after our breakup, in which you were TOTALLY PROVEN WRONG WHEN I MADE TH EFFORT TO CALL YOU 12AM MIDNIGHT TODAY TO WISH YOU HAPPY BDAY. aren't my feelings all th same as everyone else? how come yours and all th others are so special that they matter, except for mine ?


that should be all for now ? fucking poured everything out. feels so much better.

no hard feelings EH. :D cause, its MY turn to say what i wanna say.
promises are to be kept, or be broken? make yourself clear.




oh hell.
i'm awake, preparing to go school. :O !




i feel i've been stabbed right at th back.
leave me alone for afew days please.

Brothers forever.


I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.




stress, decisions to make.
someone slit my wrist please.




why cant God create me as a guy that forgets any relationship within a week and be able to move on with a snap of th finger?
instead i am created as a guy that keeps holding on th something that doesn't belong to me anymore and causing more pain to others because of my inability to move on.

why, why, why.




sorry.

but we can only hope that time would heal th wounds that i made. and those that i have.




Red Light Pledge;
Silverstein. <3


The endings the same,
Past mistakes that you made,
Come back to; haunt you.
I made a mistake;
I wish I could take back everything that I did.
I wanted to tell you, I really did.
But how do I explain this?

[Chorus]
Promise me you will be there until the red light will change,
I would wait forever.
Promise me you will stay here until the darkness will fade,
I'd wait for you,
You.

A mistake,
wish I could take,
Back everything,
That I did.
I wanted to tell you, I really did.
But how do I explain?

(I wanted to tell you, what really happened, how do I explain this? How do I explain everything?)

[Chrous]

All this time, and I'm all on my own,
Awake,
(Wait for you)
All this time, all on my own, by myself,
(Wait for you)
Myself
(For you, wait for you)




trying to find out how th fuck i spent 80bucks in 2 days




HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ! :D
mm, idk where to start.

got up really early yesterday, like 8 plus .
prepared , went to meet px and jc at kovan. bought their roses, my fucking eyes hurt like fuck for a long time. so decided to get my solution. gahhh ! went to upper later , dumbest florist ever. :l i asked for 3 stalks of roses, put together as a bouquet. she gave me 3 boxes at first and after i explained she said " okay . "
but in th end i still got 3 fucking boxes. .____.''
went to lido to get th tix first, loads of comfirmation to be made. later went to mit jc's couple. holy rofl man. went to cine later, supposedly to catch a soft toy, but in th end i bought a minnie. :B
movie-d , then went down to jc's after shopping at fareast. i learnt 3 things from spending time with bi , zw , and lionel.
1 : Mee sua "soup" or w/e, is made of his mom's wet.
2 : Oysters is shit.
3 : zomg th worst one, CENTURY EGG IS PRESERVED WITH HORSE PEE OR SOMETHING ! D;
went to jc's , ordered pizza . gah , what a waste of 10 bucks , didnt eat much . lol.
swimmed, and some bastards called police to complain . fuckers .
eventually when we went back to his place, i fell asleep. and jc chased us out of his place when we woke up.

baby i hope you enjoyed it, sorry for th attitude. <3
















I
HAVE
POSTED.
:X

Ps: i almost fucking puked while playing l4d halfway.




trying to be as quiet as possible. :l
baby is now sleeping and my kb and mouse suuuuuuuper noisy. ;x




Mm,
seems no one has yet to update about our recent chalet. o: !
so i shall try to update about it ,
let's go !

DAY 1 !
TMM LOADS with bi , :X sorry didnt help out much guys :l i made it up by helping on our 2nd night kay ! :x played card games, didn't drink much alcohol. ): drank whole lots of water, -.- omgggggggggg ! went toilet to pee every few mins ? ._.

wait lemme recollect, seriously forgot. :l

oh and , i shouted and asked Fiona BI to be my girlf 8 times.
SHOUT !
8 TIMES !
zomg. who's got balls like mine ?! LOL



edit :
thanks peixun darling for remembering, taken straight from our conversation. lol.

lols chey
day1 i come at night mahs
then eu 2 in rm making baby *his mouth damn big. :l*
eat bbq
the marsmehloow
the water
about it.
day2 the rest luhs
swimming vodka bbq movie

Marshmallow - We played INDIAN POKER, but instead of alcohol, as suggested by me, we used marshmallows ! but omg, its super disgusting. :l
Water - Explained alr. Read at th top.

Day 2 -
We Went Swimming .
Confessions - :x
Bbq - This time i helped ! but th stupid meat is FUUUUUCKING BIG AND THICK. OMG. but damn it was GOOD .
More Indian poker - but this time with water and later alcohol, and fuck i drank th most water. ._.
Movie - blah , waste of 3 hours and 8 bucks. :l

that's about it, it doesn't sound fun, but hell, it was kick ass ! :X


OH !
& lionel ran inside th bathroom while marc was peeing with a huge cube of ice.
FUCKING LOL.




GAH.
imma pig.
i keep falling asleep when i'm supposed to go wash up and pick bi up.
omggggggggg .
IM SO SORRY ! D;

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